Slow Suicide

 Living for your shadow now,

Because at least i know light still exists.

In the dark i have nothing.

As your shadow slowly diminishes with the sunset,

I am grieved and long for light once again.

Ironic because this shadow of yours consumes with coldness.

I seem to be completely oblivious to the warmth sunlight brings.

Im here desiring sunlight not for growth but death....

Of the last bits of me that still have the energy to be content with your virtual being.

Im Aware of the twisted irony i have subjected myself to...

But there is something comforting about this slow suicide.

VUMA D